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Last installment of Shattered. I hope you enjoy all three parts! Merry Christmas Eve!
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Shattered Part 3
You looked at James. He was all beaten up. He looked horrible and so fragile.
You walked over to his bed, trying not to break out in tears.
You inhaled, sharply.
You grabbed his bruised hand.
“James. Oh gosh. How could this happen? I mean I just talked to you yesterday. Everything was fine! And now you’re in a coma.” You looked away for a second to gather your thoughts.
You looked at him again.
“I’m sorry I didn’t forgive you James. I was hurt. But now I’m even more hurt knowing how bad your condition is. I love you James. I never stopped. I was hiding my love under all the hate toward you. I’m so sorry…”
You took a deep breath.
“Please wake up James. If not for me for your son or daughter. We need you…I love you James. I always did and always will.” You leaned over to him and kissed his cold lips.
You backed away. You started to break down and cry.
You dropped to floor and just cried.
—-
10 months later
You were rocking your little baby girl Aliana Maslow in your arms, trying to put her to sleep.
You smiled when you saw your little girl’s eyes slowly close as she fell asleep in a deep slumber.
You kissed her head softly and put him in her bassinet by your bed. You grabbed the baby monitor. You walked out the door and slowly closed it behind you.
You walked into the living room and sat down on the couch where your best friend was watching tv.
“She’s asleep?” She asked.
“Knocked out. She fell asleep pretty fast.” You said.
Your phone started to ring.
You grabbed it quickly so It wouldn’t wake up Alli.
“Hello?” You asked.
“Miss (your last name). Mr. Maslow has woken up from his coma.”
Your heart skipped a beat.
You visited James every week since he went into the coma until you were too pregnant to go. Then after you had Aliana you started to go again every week. You had just visited him yesterday.
“Oh my God! I’ll be right there!” You quickly hung up your phone.
“Who was that?” Your best friend asked.
“James woke up!”
“WHAT?”
“I have to go. Can you babysit Alli?”
“Yes! Go!”
—-
You knocked on James’ hospital room door. “Come in.” I heard a voice croak out.
You opened the door to see James sitting up in the bed. The nurse was checking him again to see if everything was okay.
You started to tear up. “James!” You exclaimed running over to his bed and hugging him tightly.
“(Yn). I’m so glad to hear your voice.”
“I’m the one that should be happy to hear your voice!”
He looked at you.
“You look different. I see you’re started to gain some baby weight. How many months are you? The nurse and doctor said I was out for a few months.”
You turned to the nurse.
“Nobody told him exactly how long?” You asked.
She shook her head and walked out.
You turned to James again.
“Sweetie. You were out for 10 months. I gave birth to our child a month ago.” You said to him.
“What?” He asked in confusion.
“When you went into a coma, it was 10 months ago and I was 1 month pregnant at the time.”
“You already gave birth?” He asked in a sad voice.
You nodded.
You started to tear up again.
“It was a girl.”
James started to tear up also. “A girl?”
“Aliana Maslow.” You grabbed your iPhone out of your pocket and showed him your wallpaper of Alli.
He held the phone and stared at the picture of his daughter as he cried.
“James. Don’t worry. As soon as you get out of here I’m taking you straight to her. Okay?” He nodded and you kissed his cheek.
—-
A few days later
“Are you ready to see her James?” You asked James who was now out of the hospital.
You brought him to where you lived to see Alli liked you promised.
You opened the door to your bedroom.
You lead James to the bassinet.
Alli laid there sucking on her pacifier, wide awake.
“Hey there Allikins. You are wide awake aren’t you?” You smiled at Alli and took her out of the bassinet.
James watched in shock. He couldn’t believe that was his daughter.
“You want to hold her?” You asked.
He nodded and you handed her to him.
“Hi Aliana. You’re so beautiful. I’m your daddy. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you when you were born but I’ll promise I’ll make it up to you.” He kissed her head gently.
He turned you.
“I’m sorry for everything (yn). I really am. I just wish we could go back to the way we were.”
“And we can because I forgive you. I love you too much to lose you because if some stupid mistakes.” You said.
“Really? So we’re engaged again?” He asked with a big smile.
“If you give me back the ring.” You said with a smile.
“You hear that Aliana? We’re gonna be one big happy family.” James said while looking down at Aliana.
“We already are.” You said with a grin.
James leaned over to you and kissed your lips.
Here is part 2 of the James drabble! I know some of you have been waiting for this! :)
Here is a mini Logan drabble based on Gonna Get Caught by Demi Lovato! enjoyyy! :)
It’s Friday!!! You know what that means! Time for me to post! And this week i’m posting a Logan Halloween drabble. Now I got this idea from the video of Taylor Swift going to Halloween Horror Nights with her band. So watch the video to get a visual! Enjoy!!! Happy almost Halloween! :)
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•••
You were walking back home to your apartment. Your heartless boyfriend had just broken up with you for another woman. It was so unexpected it left you heartbroken.
As soon as you entered your apartment, you threw your purse on the table and ran to your room.
You jumped on the bed and instantly started to cry.
You were crying for about ten minutes now, when your phone started to ring.
“Hey Kendall.” You sniffed as you answered the phone.
“(Yn)? What’s wrong?” He asked, clearly worried after hearing your voice.
“Um. It’s Rob. He broke up with me for some other woman. I’m just so sad right now. I can’t talk. Sorry.” You said before hanging up the phone.
You immediately went back to crying.
—-
After taking a shower and changing into your pjs, you decided to just go to bed even though it was like 7.
Before you could get into bed, your doorbell rang.
You walked to your front door and looked through the peep hole.
There was Kendall.
You opened the door and Kendall immediately gave you a big hug.
You started to cry again as you hugged him back.
“Don’t cry (yn). He isn’t worth your tears.” Kendall said.
“I know. It’s just that I thought he loved me.”
“Remember when we were younger, you always told me that you wouldn’t let a boy get the best of you.”
“I know but—”
“No butts, cuts or coconuts!”
You giggled at Kendall’s way of trying to make you laugh.
“You’re the best Kendall.” You said as Kendall walked in and you closed the front door.
“Not yet.”
“Huh?” You asked, confused.
“Get dressed. We’re gonna spend the rest of the night at the beach!”
—-
“Oh my gosh! Kendall this is so beautiful!” You said when you saw a blanket set up surrounded by candles on the beach.
“I’m glad you like it.”
“What’s the occasion? And how did you manage to set this up?” You asked while walking over to the blanket.
“Well with the whole Rob situation, I thought you could use a peaceful evening watching the waves. And Dbelt helped with the whole lighting the candles right before we pulled in.” Kendall said while helping down onto the blanket and taking a seat next to you.
“Wow. You are seriously the best Kendall. You always know how to make things better.” You said while smiling at him.
You saw a guitar behind him. “What’s with the guitar?”
“Well I’m glad you saw that. I want to play you a little song that you know. See if you can guess it.” Kendall said while picking up his guitar.
Kendall started to strum and you knew exactly what song it was.
She is Love by Parachute. Your favorite song. Kendall knew you too well.
He started singing the song in his angelic voice that you always loved.
When he finished, you immediately embraced him.
“That was amazing Kendall! I love that song!” You said before giving him a kiss on the cheek.
“Only for you. Um. I actually wanted to tell you something.” He started to say.
“Yeah?” You asked.
He set down his guitar. “(Yn). I’m completely and madly in love with you. Ever since we were kids, I always had a crush on you. I was just always scared it would ruin our friendship. But I’m done pretending. I can’t keep this in any longer.”
You looked at him shock.
“Really?” You asked.
“Yes and I get it if you don’t—-” You interrupted Kendall by kissing his lips.
He looked at you, shocked.
You gave him a smile. “I’m sorry it took me this long to realize the one for me was right in front of me.”
He smiled back and leaned in to kiss you again. “It was completely worth it.”
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—-
“Logan!!” You said as I ran up to Logan to hug him.
“Nice to see you too (yn).” He said while hugging you back.
You tagged along with your boyfriend Kendall to a photo shoot for Teen Vogue.
“Where are the guys?” Logan asked.
“Kendall and Carlos are changing and James is late.”
“No way. He’s never late.”
“I know shocker right?”
He nods.
“Well I better go get changed. You okay being alone?”
You nod and he walks away.
You plop down on the couch.
You put on your headphones and plug them into your iPhone.
You started listening to music.
Beautiful- Bethany Dillon
You started singing along to song quietly.
You closed your eyes and leaned back on the couch.
Halfway through the song, you felt as if someone was watching you.
You opened my eyes and jumped, seeing Kendall standing there in his new clothes, smiling at you.
“Geez Kendall stalker much?” You said as you took off your headphones.
“The song describes you perfectly cause you’re so beautiful!” He said while kissing your cheek.
“Very smooth Kendork.” You said as he sat down next to you.
He chuckles and he takes out his iPhone.
“Pictures?” Kendall asked holding up his iPhone.You nod.
He starts taking pictures of you both. He takes a picture of you both making a silly face.
He takes a picture of you both Eskimo kissing. He takes a picture of him kissing your cheek.
“Whoa cuteness overload.” You hear James say.
You look up and see James and Fox.
“Aww hey James! You brought Fox! Hi Fox!” You say.
“Yes I did! He wanted to be with Daddy at work today.”
You smile and hug him.
“Well I gotta go get changed! I’m late. I’ll be back!” James said as he walked away with Fox.
You plop back down on the couch.
“Hey (yn). Your hair is messed up.”
“What? Really?” You asked trying to fix it.
Kendall rubs your hair all messing it up. “Now it is.”
“Kendall! Stop messing up my hair.” You exclaimed, trying to push his hand away.
“And here’s Kendall messing up his lovely lady’s hair.” Carlos said as he walked over to you with his iPad.
You blew the hair out of your face when Kendall finally stopped messing it up.
“Carlos? What are you doing?” You asked trying to fix your hair.
“Just talking to the Rushers we’re live on Ustream.” Carlos said.
Carlos sat next to you pointing the iPad at you and Kendall.
“Hey! Guys!! We’re at a photo shoot right now for Teen Vogue!” Kendall said while putting his thumbs up.
“And we wanted to clear something up about (yn).” Kendall said.
Carlos aimed the IPad on him.
“She’s one of our good friends…” Carlos said.
“We’ll Carlitos, she’s more a friend to me.” Kendall said while putting his arm around you.
“So the rumors are true, Kendall’s dating (yn).” Carlos said.
“Yes and she is amazing.” Kendall said.
“Aw.” You said as you kissed his cheek.
“Let’s answer some questions!” Carlos says while taking out his iPhone.
He hands you the iPad to hold it.
You aim the iPad to him.
You get up and signal Kendall to sit in your spot so he could read the questions while you hold the iPad.
He nods and moves over.
You back down in Kendall’s spot.
“Okay first question…Favorite song at the moment?” Carlos asked.
“Call Me Maybe.” Kendall said while smirking.
“For me, I have an oldie stuck in my head. Don’t Stop Believing by Journey.” Carlos said while smiling.
“How about you (yn)?” Kendall asked.
“Umm…Beautiful by Bethany Dillon. I was just listening to it before.” You said.
“It’s true. I walked in on her singing along to it.” Kendall said while smirking again.
“Here’s another question—well command…(yn), sing Beautiful for us.” Carlos said.
“Haha no…sorry I don’t sing.” You say nervously.
“Oh no she sings. She’s just shy. Right (yn)?” Kendall asks.
You glare at him.
“Anyway! Next question…How did you guys meet (yn)?” Carlos read.
“Kevin, my brother knew (yn) before hand so he introduced me to her because he thought she was perfect for me, then I introduced her to the guys.” Kendall said.
“Last question…Kendall, do you love (yn)?” Carlos said.
“I love her more than anything.” Kendall said while looking at you.
You smile.
“Well thanks guys for watching! We have to go do our photoshoot right now so talk to you guys later!” Kendall said while blowing a kiss.
Kendall grabbed the iPad from you and pointed it at you.
“Say bye (yn).” Kendall said.
“Bye (yn)!” You say joking and waving a little.
“Funny (yn).” Kendall said sarcastically while messing up your hair again.
“Kendall!”
He sticks his tongue out at you.
He points the iPad to Carlos.
“Well guys, I’ll talk to you guys soon! Love you!” Carlos said while stopping the Ustream.
“Good job (yn).” Kendall says while kissing my cheek.
“Kendall. Carlos. We need you now.” A women said.
They nodded and stood up.
“We’ll be back!” Carlos said while following the women.
“Later baby.” Kendall said while leaning down and kissing you.
Here’s Part 2 of Logan drabble enjoy!
•••
You went on twitter and saw that once again your name was in the trending topics.
This time it said ‘Logan and (yn).’
You clicked on the link to see what crap haters were saying about you.
-(yn)! Forgive Logan already! (yn) and Logan forever!
-Logan apologized to (yn)! Hopefully she forgave him and they’re back together!
-(yn) don’t give Logan other chance. He doesn’t deserve it!
You were confused at why people think Logan apologized.
You clicked on his twitter and looked at his tweets.
—Okay. I want to put this out there. Yes. I did cheat on (yn) and that was the biggest mistake of my life. I don’t even know why I did it in the first place. Words can’t describe how much I love and miss (yn). She was the love of my life and I blew it. Please (yn), if you’re reading this, call me. I wanna make everything right. Losing someone like you will be the death of me.
You sighed after reading that tweet.
It really got you thinking if you should forgive him and get back together with him or just forget about him.
This was all so hard for you.
Your heart was saying one thing while your brain was saying another.
Why did you have to get in this situation?
You’ve seen plenty of movies and tv shows with this same situation.
Listen to what your heart says, they all would say.
But is that really the answer?
—-
“Okay Logan. I’m here to hear what you have to say not to get back together with you, so lets get this over with.” You said as you walked into Logan’s parents house. He was staying there since you kicked him out.
“(Yn). Please. I know I made a mistake. But I love you and can’t live without you.” He said while grabbing your hand.
“If you loved me you would have never cheated on me!” You snapped, pulling your hand away.
“Listen (yn). I was stupid. I wasn’t thinking. I’m so sorry. I’m madly in love with you it hurts! I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t imagine my life without you because you’re such an important part of it. You complete me (yn). And that is why I wanted to do this…” Logan began to pull out something from his pocket.
“I bought this last month. I was planning on picking the perfect day to ask you, Valentine’s Day. But I have to do this sooner or I might lose you forever…” Logan said while getting down on one knee in front of you holding a box with a diamond ring.
“Please don’t think of this as a silly idea to get out of this mess or something that will make the problem go away. I just wanted to prove my love for you was real and still is. I was thinking way before hand about spending the rest of my life with you and I still do. I love you so much. I can’t live without you. I’m willing to take the time to gain your trust back as long as it takes. (Yn), will you marry me?”
You were in complete shock.
He sounded truly sorry.
But can you really take the chance of risking your heart getting smashed again?
You stared at Logan, speechless.
“I—-I…” You stuttered, trying to get your words out.
“I love you Logan, but I can’t marry you. My heart can’t take that right now.”
Logan’s face drops drastically.
“I understand.” He said while closing the box and standing up.
“But i’m willing to give you another chance.”
“What?”
“I forgive you Logan. We can try us dating again but we have to take it slow in order for me to start trusting you again.” You said with a smile.
“Yes!!!” Logan exclaimed while picking you up and spinning you around.
He hugged you tightly in joy.
I guess this time it wasn’t too late to apologize.
Here’s a Logan one! Hope you like it!
•••
You were on your twitter on your MacBook. You looked over at the Treading Topics to see that one of the topics was ‘Poor (Yn).’
Curious to what it meant you clicked on the Trending Topic.
You started reading some tweets.
-I can’t believe Logan did that to her. Poor (Yn).
-Poor (Yn). She doesn’t deserve this :(
You were so confused.
What did Logan do?
You scrolled through more tweets.
-Here’s Logan at his worst. Poor (Yn). twitpic.com/evhbonffh
You clicked on the link. It brought you to a picture of Logan and some girl kissing behind a tour bus.
You couldn’t believe your eyes.
Your boyfriend was cheating on you with another women.
How could he do this to you? You guys were so in love!
Or at least you thought you were.
You started to cry thinking about how gullible you were to believe he actually loved you.
You got up and started grabbing all of Logan’s clothes.
You opened the door to your balcony and started throwing all of Logan’s clothes on the balcony.
No way was a cheater going to be living with you.
You also started grabbing more of Logan’s stuff and throwing it out on the balcony.
After you finished and calmed down you grabbed your phone and dialed Logan’s number.
“Hey babe.” He answered the phone. Obviously he hasn’t been on Twitter.
“Hey Logie! Have you been on twitter recently?” You asked, acting all sweet.
“Uh not since yesterday. Why?” He asked.
“Well there’s a trending topic about me and I wanted you to check it out!”
“Sure. Let me just go on the computer..”
He got on the computer and logged onto his twitter.
He looked at the trending topics and saw the one about you.
He clicked on it.
He began reading the tweets.
His eyes go wide, horrified.
He realized he was caught.
“(Yn)! It’s not what you think!” He said in panic.
“Oh so you’re not cheating on me Logie?” You asked in a bitter tone.
“Okay…it’s exactly what you think but—-“
“Great! I’m glad we’re on the same page. Oh and Logie? You better hope it doesn’t rain before you get back from your next week.”
“Why?”
“Because all your stuff that’s on my balcony will get soaked if it rains silly!”
“You threw my stuff on our balcony?” He asked, scared.
“Oh of course not!”
“Oh good. For a second—” You interrupt him.
“I threw all your stuff out on MY balcony not ours. Have fun on your last days of tour Logie! Kisses!” You said before hanging up.
You immediately broke down in tears.
You don’t know how you could do that without crying.
Logan broke your heart. You were done with him.
—-
A week later, Logan gets back from your.
He’s dreading to see you cause he knows how mad your are by all the tweets you posted on twitter about him.
He drove to your place that was no longer his and parked in the driveway.
He walked to the front door and took out his key.
He put the key in the lock and tried to open the door but it wouldn’t unlock.
Yup. You changed the locks on him.
No cheater was going to set foot in your house without your permission.
He sighed in frustration after realizing you changed the locks.
He knocks on the door.
You open the door.
“Oh look. The cheater’s back from tour!” You said, coldly.
“(Yn) please.I’m sorry-”
“No Logan. It’s too late to apologize. I’m done with you. Just get your things from the balcony and get out!” You said before slamming the door in his face.
•••
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I wanted to post this drabble fast cause I’m slacking off and I need to get back to posting more! Hope you guys aren’t too mad :)
Here’s a James Drabble!
—-
“What the hell happened to you?” James asked as you opened the door for your best friend.
“I fell and sprained my ankle. It’s actually worse than it sounds cause it hurts like hell right now.” You said while leaning on your door for support.
“Then what are you standing for? Sit down!” James said while picking you up and walking to your living room couch after closing your front door.
He set you down on the couch.
He lifted your leg and put pillows under your ankle.
“Thanks James.”
“Want anything I can get for you?” He asked.
“Can I have something to drink. I’m so thirsty.”
“Sure! Ginger ale, right?”
“Yup! You know me too well!” You said with a smiled.
“What kind of a best friend would I be if I didn’t know what you liked?” James said before kissing your forehead and walking out to the kitchen.
—-
Throughout the whole day, James has cooked, cleaned and catered to your every need.
He truly was being the most best friend anyone could ask for.
“James come sit with me on the couch. You’ve done so much for me today! Take a rest.”
He smiled and walked over to you and sat next to you.
“Just making sure you are as comfortable as possible!” James said while grinning.
“And I love you to death for doing this for me. You truly are the best. I wish I had a boyfriend as sweet as you.” You said.
“What if I told you could?”
“Huh?” You asked confused.
“(Yn) I’m in love with you. I always have been ever since the day I met you in first grade.” James said while grabbing onto your hand.
“James. I can’t believe this is actually happening. I’ve always dreamed of this day.”
“You like me more than a friend?” James asked.
“No…”
James looked away from you and let go of your hand.
“I love you James.”
He looked back at you, grinning.
He grabbed your face and kissed your lips.
“You don’t know how long I wanted to do that.” James said.
“Trust me. I wanted to do the same thing.” You said as you hugged James tight.
Here’s the Logan drabble!
Enjoy!
•••
“Guess what we’re doing today!” Logan asked you when he walked into the living room.
“Watching tv all day?” You asked.
You were laid out on the couch watching tv.
He walked over to you and lifted up your legs. He sat down on the spot your legs were and put your legs on his lap.
“Nope! We’re making you a Twitter!”
“What’s a Twitter?” You asked.
He gave you a look.
“I’m kidding geez. I may not know how Twitter works but i know what it is. Why do I need a twitter anyway? I like being isolated from the Internet community.”
“Because I need to mention my amazing girlfriend in all my tweets and I can’t do that if you don’t have a Twitter.” He said.
“Can’t you just type my actual name to mention me in one of your tweets?” You asked.
“No. I mean mention you as in @ reply you in a tweet.”
“How can you reply me if I didn’t send you a tweet?” You asked, clearly confused.
Logan sighed.
“Explaining Twitter to you is gonna be very complicated.”
—-
“No Logan I am not going to have a Twitter name called MissAwaysSexy.” You said as you crossed off the name on the list of names to choose.
“But it’s true! You’re always sexy!” Logan said while leaning in and kissing you.
“Thanks but pick another name.”
“How about Btrcrazygirlfriend?” Logan suggested.
You gave him a look.
“BtrAmazingGirlfriend?”
“No!” You said while rolling your eyes.
“Okay fine. How about (yourtwittername)?”
“Hey that’s not bad! I actually like that one! Good job!” You said before kissing his cheek.
“Oh I know. I’m just that amazing.”
You hit his arm playfully.
—-
1LoganHenderson: With my lovely girlfriend (@yourtwittername)! She just got a twitter! Go follow her.
(yourtwittername): So I just got a twitter. Not sure how to use it. Logan’s still teaching me. I guess you could call me a ‘tweeter in training!’ Get it? HAHA! I’m so funny.
1LoganHenderson: (@yourtwittername) That was lame. Dork!
(yourtwittername): @1LoganHenderson Why don’t you say that to my face? You a scaredy cat?
1LoganHenderson: (@yourtwittername) You just wait. After I finish getting our snacks, you’re gonna get a lot of tickling.
(yourtwittername): Oooo i’m so scared!!! NOT
—-
(yourtwittername): I have just been attacked by Logan the tickle monster…
1LoganHenderson: (@yourtwittername) Told ya! Everyone watch out Logan the tickle monster is on the loose! ;)
